Beautiful Morning 

Every morning, I arise instead of giving thanks to God and praise his name I wake in hurry, worrying and thinking how to pay my bills and how to make my life more meaningful. Everyday I confuse myself and fill my mind with doubts and questions not asking God or even myself but only wondering how others are so successful and scrolling through social media and browsing ways to find a solution with heart beating so strong and breathing anxiously not knowing what to do or how and saying to myself may be am not good enough.

Hung my head in disappointed I give up on myself and go on doing what I keep doing every day.

Today was different I don’t know how but when I rose, I started singing “Jesus I am desperate for you, Jesus am longing for you”

And am thanking God for all the things I have. I stopped for a moment not understanding what did I do differently yesterday that this praise rose in my heart. Then I retraced my steps about yesterday and found.

Like every day before sleeping, I think how I disappointed the day and what could I have done instead I read the Psalm 40:3 “He put a new song in my mouth. A hymn of praise of God. Many will see and fear lord and put their trust in him”. I really don’t know what it was in it but there was a hope for tomorrow I may not be enough but with God and complete. Today I woke up with praise and saw some joy in my heart and my heart was beating normal…..ha ha ha ha ha. This is beautiful, no matter what brings today I have strength to say it alright I can deal with it no not with my strength but with God’s who loves me with all his heart.

Today is beautiful but tomorrow is filled with hope my God shall do an amazing thing for me!